Forum Home Forum Home > Topics not related to music > General discussions
  New Posts New Posts RSS Feed - Something incredible happened in my life
  FAQ FAQ  Forum Search   Events   Register Register  Login Login

Something incredible happened in my life

 Post Reply Post Reply Page  123 5>
Author
Message
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (1) Thanks(1)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Topic: Something incredible happened in my life
    Posted: November 18 2020 at 13:19
It has been a (very) long time since i wrote on PA forums. I’ve something i’m burning to share but i had to wait for a while before i can tell my story, to make sure about it. Now it’s time and it’s something not easy to explain. Ok, i’ll try to make it short. So sit confortably and take your time to read my story. It happened three months ago, in late August.

First i must explain that i’ve always been interested in various domains such as psychology (recently the Janov’s Primal theory), esoterism, spirituality, mysticism and so on.
In the recent years, i read a lot about indian spirituality and own several books from indian masters. For about ten years, i’ve been following Sadghuru, and indian « guru » who is giving a lot of teachings, freely over Internet.
I was hooked from the very begining and watched a lot of his videos over the years. I was agreing intelectualy with its speech but i didn’t tried to practice what he was preaching.

Until late August.

In August, i came accross several videos about a certain meditation technique, called « Shambhavi mudra ». It’s actually a 5000 years old « Kriya Yoga » practice. This kind of Yoga has nothing to do with the denatured Yoga practiced in the West, which is more about fitness with a hint of breathing and meditation. So forget all your pre-conceptions about Yoga.
Let’s go back to the facts. So one day, after work, i decided to try this meditation technique (i had no experience in meditation, just a little guided relaxation & sophrology). Let’s precise that i wasn’t expecting anything special and was just curious.
So i did the meditation exercise for only 5 or 7 minutes. Just after i was feeling nicely relaxed and it was promising.
But the real experience beggined the next morning. I live in the countryside in the southwest of Paris and i’ve a long bus travel every morning to reach the train station.
So i sat in the bus as usual and once i was properly installed, i looked at the view as i do every morning. Then the shock happened. I realized that the sunlight was totally different and that i was feeling extremely well. The sky was like a drawing. I instantly realized that it was the after effects of the previous day meditation. This pleasant state lasted the whole day so i was very exited when back home and was looking forward to try again « Shambhavi mudra ».
So i did it again and longer, (21 minutes session) and the after-effects got stronger and stronger in the next few days until a « climax », a state of bliss & extasy which is hard to describe.
Sometimes, i was so overwhelmed by joy and bliss, that tears came out and also laughters. Before, i was very much into pot smoking and i also did a lot of so-called « psychedelic » (natural) drugs such as mushrooms, cacti and other seeds so i’ve been through a lot of «altered » states many many times for decades. Hence my name on the forum.

The state of extasy induced by this meditation can be compared, in a way, to cannabis or mushrooms but is much more deep and powerful on another hand. Drugs are actually a poor copy of these effects but it can give you an idea.

I must also precise that the bliss state lasts the whole day after the meditation.
Like if you pop a lsd pill that would act for hours and hours. But it’s something that you can control, it’s there but when you need to work or to concentrate on something, its stays at the background.
Moreover, what’s incredible is that one is in full possession of its capacities, like never. And that’s a huge difference with drugs.


So how does it works ? There are many aspects but one of them is the pineal gland’s secretions through the sixth chakra stimulation.

Once the pineal gland begins to produce various chemicals in the system, everything is changing in the brain and the whole body, hence the tremendous effects.
The numerous effects are both physical & psychological, such as incredible energy, reduced sleep quota needed, addictions such as alcohol and pot smoking that i was suffering from for decades vanished in several weeks…and also an inner strenght towards life, no fear of dying.
So now i’m more & more into « spirituality » (sorry if it sounds pretentious), following more & more Sadghuru’s advices to get higher & higher. For example, i changed my diet and turn almost vegetarian now.
What's spirituality actually? It is to experience a dimension beyond the body & the mind.

It has been an incredible change in my life, something i wasn’t expecting to be possible but that i was longing to at the same time. The greatest gift i received in my whole life.

I’m not here to convert anyone but just to share my experience. It'll not work for everybody but it can work for a lot of people. Only thing required is the desire to experience another dimension of life.

That’s all for today…Namaskaram to you all!




Edited by oliverstoned - November 26 2020 at 11:53
Back to Top
NotAProghead View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Errors & Omissions Team

Joined: October 22 2005
Location: Russia
Status: Offline
Points: 7957
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (1) Thanks(1)   Quote NotAProghead Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 13:43
^ Thanks, interesting experience. Good if this technique works for you.
Always liked your nick anyway.
Who are you and who am I to say we know the reason why... (D. Gilmour)
Back to Top
Shadowyzard View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member


Joined: February 24 2020
Location: Davutlar
Status: Offline
Points: 4506
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Shadowyzard Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 14:01
I'm definitely not interested, as I'm more of a peace & tranquillity guy than high energy guy. I don't aspire such experiences as you mentioned. I sometimes astral travel though. I don't actually try to do it, it just happens several times a year. (I had practised some techniques, and it granted me that ability but it has been far less frequent in the recent years.) As a materialist, I see it as an advanced type of dreaming. Like your psyche is disconnected and you're "living" a dream. The difference is, you're fully conscious, reasonable and in control. Only the settings and some of your visions can be bizarre or very scarcely scary. Like you did, I don't want to "encourage" people to try that. Conversely, I urge people to do the research and decide for themselves. I don't want to sound ominous but I see it as a possibility to be like the K-Pax guy. Think you went some alien place, but actually lost your mind.

I'm happy for you, and hoping that it is not a vitality consuming practice. Have you any information about the people who were/have been in this for a long time? 

Anyway I'm not interested but it was an interesting read, thank you.
Back to Top
Catcher10 View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member
Avatar
VIP Member

Joined: December 23 2009
Location: Emerald City
Status: Offline
Points: 17966
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Catcher10 Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 15:46
Yes oliver, it has been a long time since you have posted here on PA.......Interesting story and seems to be helping you overall. Anything that can help to stop addictions to chemicals and alcohol is a blessing, that alone will bring you much more peace and control of your life.

Glad it helped you!

Cheers!
Back to Top
JD View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member
Avatar

Joined: February 07 2009
Location: Canada
Status: Offline
Points: 18446
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote JD Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 20:17
The brain is a powerful and mostly untapped organ.
Unlocking even just a few of it's drawers can be very rewarding indeed.
I've explored various techniques of higher being over the years.
Cannabis and music work for me.
Thank you for supporting independently produced music
Back to Top
rogerthat View Drop Down
Prog Reviewer
Prog Reviewer


Joined: September 03 2006
Location: .
Status: Offline
Points: 9869
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote rogerthat Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 22:49
Whatever works for you, man. Thumbs Up  I am not a fan of Sadhguru for a different set of reasons but the yoga techniques he teaches have helped people I know.  
Back to Top
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 23:14
Originally posted by Shadowyzard Shadowyzard wrote:

I'm definitely not interested, as I'm more of a peace & tranquillity guy than high energy guy. I don't aspire such experiences as you mentioned. I sometimes astral travel though. I don't actually try to do it, it just happens several times a year. (I had practised some techniques, and it granted me that ability but it has been far less frequent in the recent years.) As a materialist, I see it as an advanced type of dreaming. Like your psyche is disconnected and you're "living" a dream. The difference is, you're fully conscious, reasonable and in control. Only the settings and some of your visions can be bizarre or very scarcely scary. Like you did, I don't want to "encourage" people to try that. Conversely, I urge people to do the research and decide for themselves. I don't want to sound ominous but I see it as a possibility to be like the K-Pax guy. Think you went some alien place, but actually lost your mind.

I'm happy for you, and hoping that it is not a vitality consuming practice. Have you any information about the people who were/have been in this for a long time? 

Anyway I'm not interested but it was an interesting read, thank you.


Can you tell more about your astral projections experiences ?
Back to Top
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (1) Thanks(1)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 18 2020 at 23:22
Thanks for your kind answers guys. What's strange to me is that there are a lot of depressed people, something like 40% of the population is under prescription drugs, and many others are just bored with life, anxious and so on... but almost no one seems to be interested by the kind of experience i m talking about.
Why is it so?
Back to Top
lazland View Drop Down
Prog Reviewer
Prog Reviewer
Avatar

Joined: October 28 2008
Location: Wales
Status: Offline
Points: 13795
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (1) Thanks(1)   Quote lazland Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 00:22
Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Thanks for your kind answers guys. What's strange to me is that there are a lot of depressed people, something like 40% of the population is under prescription drugs, and many others are just bored with life, anxious and so on... but almost no one seems to be interested by the kind of experience i m talking about.
Why is it so?

Because the vast majority of people do not wish to explore in this way. I am one of them.

I like to have a few pints of ale, and I smoke cigarettes. I have never taken any mind altering drugs. I won’t even touch pot. I am relatively happy with my puny little mind just the way it is, thank you. Just like the vast majority of normal, day to day living, hard working, family raising, under the cosh human beings.

You are right that there are some cultures where prescription drugs are an issue, and by this I take it to mean antidepressants. The latest figures from the UK show that 26% of the population had prescription drugs last year. Of these, 17% were on antidepressants, so the 40% you quote sounds to me like one of Friede’s statistics, i.e. a tad overblown. It is here more like 4% of the populace. Of the remaining 96%, an even smaller proportion will be hooking tabs, injecting junk, or snorting coke up their hooters, although the proportion of those regularly smoking dope will be a lot higher.

I believe in God. My wife practices Reiki healing techniques, and both of us are very interested in the spiritual side of both ourselves and wider humanity. Being rather dull, though, neither of us feel the need to get off of our trolleys in order to do so. Very boring, I know.

I did read your original post, but chose not to respond, because I have very little interest or sympathy in such matters. Without wishing to come across as po-faced or judgmental, I personally find the need to get off of one’s head constantly pretty weak and pathetic. However, being the freedom loving chap I am, whatever floats your boat is my motto.
Enhance your life. Get down to www.lazland.org

Now also broadcasting on www.progzilla.com Every Saturday, 4.00 p.m. UK time!
Back to Top
Shadowyzard View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member


Joined: February 24 2020
Location: Davutlar
Status: Offline
Points: 4506
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Shadowyzard Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 00:38
Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Originally posted by Shadowyzard Shadowyzard wrote:

I'm definitely not interested, as I'm more of a peace & tranquillity guy than high energy guy. I don't aspire such experiences as you mentioned. I sometimes astral travel though. I don't actually try to do it, it just happens several times a year. (I had practised some techniques, and it granted me that ability but it has been far less frequent in the recent years.) As a materialist, I see it as an advanced type of dreaming. Like your psyche is disconnected and you're "living" a dream. The difference is, you're fully conscious, reasonable and in control. Only the settings and some of your visions can be bizarre or very scarcely scary. Like you did, I don't want to "encourage" people to try that. Conversely, I urge people to do the research and decide for themselves. I don't want to sound ominous but I see it as a possibility to be like the K-Pax guy. Think you went some alien place, but actually lost your mind.

I'm happy for you, and hoping that it is not a vitality consuming practice. Have you any information about the people who were/have been in this for a long time? 

Anyway I'm not interested but it was an interesting read, thank you.


Can you tell more about your astral projections experiences ?


Oops. It is a very long story. I first did it about 14 years ago...

At first, I tried to do that to try something completely new to me. I wasn't really believing in that. After I tried some techniques, it didn't happen. Then after some time, it began to happen by itself. As I said, it has become much rarer in the last years.

I concluded that, that experience grants somebody (at least me) what you exactly need that time, and sometimes what you ask for. Being conjured up in space and travelling between the stars in an incredible speed? Yup, it happened and it was extremely fun and exhilerating. Gliding above beautiful landscapes full of colour, coupled with sensuality? Yup, it was one of the best moments of my life. I even felt the wind. Yet, once, I wished to see the most beautiful and pleasuresome place in the universe, but I was conjured up inside a place like an elevator shaft where there were floating ugly brown sofas that were opening and closing their mouths. Haha. So then, I began to be careful about my wishes. Hahahaha. It can be also something sexually satisfying or disturbing...

I heard that some people use astral projection for some real purposes. I really never tried that. Like I said, I'm a materalilst. I have a broad mind, and can be convinced that I can witness a real thing in somewhere far away via this. But then again, I would only think that it would be like my mind does the maths, collects the info (like you can get from the internet, maps etc.) and some mysterious inspiration like data... Long story in short, I don't think that it is really an out of body experience. But it definitely is like your psyche is/feels like disconnected from your body for a short time.
Back to Top
rogerthat View Drop Down
Prog Reviewer
Prog Reviewer


Joined: September 03 2006
Location: .
Status: Offline
Points: 9869
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote rogerthat Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 00:46
Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Thanks for your kind answers guys. What's strange to me is that there are a lot of depressed people, something like 40% of the population is under prescription drugs, and many others are just bored with life, anxious and so on... but almost no one seems to be interested by the kind of experience i m talking about.
Why is it so?

Let me give a suitably pompous/pretentious answer being that this is progarchives.  Maybe the people responding here, myself included, don't belong to those sections of population.  Maybe, contrary to the critics' constant lampooning of prog, it helps fill up our lives and keeps us sane.  Whatever.  I know that's absolute nonsense but to echo what Steve said, I don't particularly set store for other means to alter one's mental state either.

Let's see, I try not to gloat because this has been a very difficult year for many people.  I have had challenges on the work front too but was never without employment and have retained my job into the last month of the year.  Who knows what tomorrow will bring, maybe something could happen to get me fired but I will face it.

In the meantime:

1) Living in Mumbai which like New York has lots of public transport and terrible traffic, I never bothered to learn to drive all these years. I did during the covid lockdown and just in the nick of time because they started calling us once, twice and now thrice a work in the workplace and I am able to drive back and forth in rush hour traffic. 

Just a little sample of what driving in Mumbai looks like:


2) I used this period to invest both in terms of equipment and technical training in my singing (and also my father who also likes to sing).  I won't say who but I received a wonderful voice lesson from a Broadway legend.  The lockdown had her twiddling her thumbs, presumably, and she used the time to offer lessons so I got lucky.  May not have happened in a different year. 
3) Spent a lot more time with family because of these circumstances. 

Like I said, I recognize that I am very fortunate to be in this position and I don't want to gloat.  I laid out all of the above only to make the point that it's not a given that ALL of us need or seek help or intervention of some form.  Life has its ups and downs but mostly I am sorted, thank you very much. Tomorrow if it throws me a curveball, I will face it.


Edited by rogerthat - November 19 2020 at 00:51
Back to Top
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 02:07
Originally posted by Shadowyzard Shadowyzard wrote:

Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Originally posted by Shadowyzard Shadowyzard wrote:

I'm definitely not interested, as I'm more of a peace & tranquillity guy than high energy guy. I don't aspire such experiences as you mentioned. I sometimes astral travel though. I don't actually try to do it, it just happens several times a year. (I had practised some techniques, and it granted me that ability but it has been far less frequent in the recent years.) As a materialist, I see it as an advanced type of dreaming. Like your psyche is disconnected and you're "living" a dream. The difference is, you're fully conscious, reasonable and in control. Only the settings and some of your visions can be bizarre or very scarcely scary. Like you did, I don't want to "encourage" people to try that. Conversely, I urge people to do the research and decide for themselves. I don't want to sound ominous but I see it as a possibility to be like the K-Pax guy. Think you went some alien place, but actually lost your mind.

I'm happy for you, and hoping that it is not a vitality consuming practice. Have you any information about the people who were/have been in this for a long time? 

Anyway I'm not interested but it was an interesting read, thank you.


Can you tell more about your astral projections experiences ?



Oops. It is a very long story. I first did it about 14 years ago...

At first, I tried to do that to try something completely new to me. I wasn't really believing in that. After I tried some techniques, it didn't happen. Then after some time, it began to happen by itself. As I said, it has become much rarer in the last years.

I concluded that, that experience grants somebody (at least me) what you exactly need that time, and sometimes what you ask for. Being conjured up in space and travelling between the stars in an incredible speed? Yup, it happened and it was extremely fun and exhilerating. Gliding above beautiful landscapes full of colour, coupled with sensuality? Yup, it was one of the best moments of my life. I even felt the wind. Yet, once, I wished to see the most beautiful and pleasuresome place in the universe, but I was conjured up inside a place like an elevator shaft where there were floating ugly brown sofas that were opening and closing their mouths. Haha. So then, I began to be careful about my wishes. Hahahaha. It can be also something sexually satisfying or disturbing...

I heard that some people use astral projection for some real purposes. I really never tried that. Like I said, I'm a materalilst. I have a broad mind, and can be convinced that I can witness a real thing in somewhere far away via this. But then again, I would only think that it would be like my mind does the maths, collects the info (like you can get from the internet, maps etc.) and some mysterious inspiration like data... Long story in short, I don't think that it is really an out of body experience. But it definitely is like your psyche is/feels like disconnected from your body for a short time.


I bielive in God too and this is about experiencing the divine dimension
Back to Top
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 02:15
Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Originally posted by Shadowyzard Shadowyzard wrote:

Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Originally posted by Shadowyzard Shadowyzard wrote:

I'm definitely not interested, as I'm more of a peace & tranquillity guy than high energy guy. I don't aspire such experiences as you mentioned. I sometimes astral travel though. I don't actually try to do it, it just happens several times a year. (I had practised some techniques, and it granted me that ability but it has been far less frequent in the recent years.) As a materialist, I see it as an advanced type of dreaming. Like your psyche is disconnected and you're "living" a dream. The difference is, you're fully conscious, reasonable and in control. Only the settings and some of your visions can be bizarre or very scarcely scary. Like you did, I don't want to "encourage" people to try that. Conversely, I urge people to do the research and decide for themselves. I don't want to sound ominous but I see it as a possibility to be like the K-Pax guy. Think you went some alien place, but actually lost your mind.

I'm happy for you, and hoping that it is not a vitality consuming practice. Have you any information about the people who were/have been in this for a long time? 

Anyway I'm not interested but it was an interesting read, thank you.


Can you tell more about your astral projections experiences ?



Oops. It is a very long story. I first did it about 14 years ago...

At first, I tried to do that to try something completely new to me. I wasn't really believing in that. After I tried some techniques, it didn't happen. Then after some time, it began to happen by itself. As I said, it has become much rarer in the last years.

I concluded that, that experience grants somebody (at least me) what you exactly need that time, and sometimes what you ask for. Being conjured up in space and travelling between the stars in an incredible speed? Yup, it happened and it was extremely fun and exhilerating. Gliding above beautiful landscapes full of colour, coupled with sensuality? Yup, it was one of the best moments of my life. I even felt the wind. Yet, once, I wished to see the most beautiful and pleasuresome place in the universe, but I was conjured up inside a place like an elevator shaft where there were floating ugly brown sofas that were opening and closing their mouths. Haha. So then, I began to be careful about my wishes. Hahahaha. It can be also something sexually satisfying or disturbing...

I heard that some people use astral projection for some real purposes. I really never tried that. Like I said, I'm a materalilst. I have a broad mind, and can be convinced that I can witness a real thing in somewhere far away via this. But then again, I would only think that it would be like my mind does the maths, collects the info (like you can get from the internet, maps etc.) and some mysterious inspiration like data... Long story in short, I don't think that it is really an out of body experience. But it definitely is like your psyche is/feels like disconnected from your body for a short time.


I bielive in God too and this is about experiencing the divine dimension


I think you're off topic. It's not about how you face your life with courage, it's rather that we're usually identified with our body, mind, emotions, material possessions, all things that will be lost, during life or in the death process. So we're limited with the survival process.
Back to Top
Shadowyzard View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member


Joined: February 24 2020
Location: Davutlar
Status: Offline
Points: 4506
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Shadowyzard Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 02:35
I guess you're stoned! LOL

You quoted me in both of your last posts; the latter being also a self-quote...

Which one was a reply to me?

I don't belileve in God, so I'm assuming your last post is that one. Or was it intended to be for rogerthat?

I think the only topic here is your personal expeprience... So how does one be on-topic except for talking about your particular case?

Anyway... I think that all religions, meditations and stuff lilke that are promoted to keep people under control. I don't say that their origin was meant to be that way. But they are sinisterly used to keep people in their miserable place in the world... Yes, the only way to keep the crowds from revolting is making them believe that they live a fulfilling life... using some artificial means like this. Am I on topic now?

As I said, I'm happy for you... But that doesn't change my idea about such stuff. Tools to keep the crowds under control, disabling their true nature, blocking their minds' real transcendental ability and substituting it for artificial methods of self satisfaction. I'm a materalist, but I'm the enemy of elite materialism... Deceiving people and enjoying the material pleasures of the world themselves. Our body is like a computer. Be careful your authentic soul is your real software and beware of the people who can alter the functions of your hardware!

Edited by Shadowyzard - November 19 2020 at 02:40
Back to Top
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 02:53
Yes, i told you, i m stoner than ever. Confusion, indeed, i m typing those messages from my smartphone, not easy on the tiny screen.
Back to Top
oliverstoned View Drop Down
Special Collaborator
Special Collaborator
Avatar
Honorary Collaborator

Joined: March 26 2004
Location: France
Status: Offline
Points: 6308
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote oliverstoned Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 02:55
But if there's something that is not about following the cattle, it's what im doing
Back to Top
moshkito View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member
Avatar

Joined: January 04 2007
Location: Grok City
Status: Offline
Points: 18078
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (1) Thanks(1)   Quote moshkito Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 07:41
Hi,

I am, and have been for many years, an avid reader of a lot of things that lead to the areas that you mention and help one's inner constitution. However, I had to work 40/50 hours or more weekly to support myself and be able to spend more time in the areas that I love so much ... 

I was born into a time of movies, classical music and theater, and then rock music showed up! My tendencies tend towards what a lot of people consider "weird" and "strange" because it is not of the cookie cutter variety and definitely not of the top ten variety of diet pills that you go buy in the supermarket!

To this end, when I started reading Carlos Castaneda, I realized quite quickly that it was not about all the dope visuals that were being described ... it was about the perception of it all, and most people got stuck in the drug fueled ideas and visions, and then a few years later ... they got upset when don Juan said to Carlos when he asked if drugs were needed ... "of course not you idiot, but we had to give you something to get you to shut up and see something else!". A bit blunt, but to the point and I had no ideas about it, and felt that it was an important lesson ... it was at that time that I was trying out a little of the colorful stuff, but I was not a grass smoker (never have been!) and was not interested in the harder stuff whatsoever. The psychedelics were attractive because I was very well read on a lot of literature going all the way back to Levi, Crowley, Fortune, Rampa, Gurdjieff, and many others, and they all showed a sort of visual thing that everyone seemed to be afraid of around me ... tripping on the music in the West Coast (before the big place went out in SF), was cool, but I found out realy quick that it was mindless and for the most part many of these folks were simply trying to hide from their daily grind ... and I knew from the visualizations that it should not be mindless and HAD TO CONNECT to the outer person ... not escape from it.

That I was into the visual arts, like theater and film, was no surprise. I saw in them an outlet for a lot of imaginary stuff and how it was interpreted and it is in these things that I have dedicated my efforts, though these days I mostly write ... with one exception ... I have in the past couple of years developed an uncanny ability to write a "novel" in my half/dream state and have finished many of them, although I have not (and likely will not do so!) write any of them down in reality. The continuity was awesome ... for example ... when things only got so far on one night, the next night I could continue from that exact moment ... and this taught me something about the writing thing when you can't come up with anything ... and the story moves on like there was no break. Nothing missing in the "set" (for example) or the conversation. No "lag" in the story which showed that you continued it three months later and the feeling is now different.

I have been writing a massive document on these things, and am not in a condition to describe it, or explain it YET ... but it is about developing some of these moments into something valuable and useful ... WITHIN AN ARTISTIC ATMOSPHERE. 

Many folks here have seen me describe, non stop, details having to do with improvisation and other moments, many of which are defined through a lot of my inner "spiritual" studies. Some of these details are scary for many, specially musicians that have an idea that all music is dependent on the notes ... not anything else ... doesn't say much about how music was created, does it ... but these same folks don't consider that music ... they consider that child-less-ness. You have to know this and that and this and that ... and in the end, the truth is ... you REALLY DON'T ... you just have to experience it, as you describe ... and the sad fact is that many folks here are not willing to do so, based on their cozy situations ... I'm not finger pointing ... I would rather use that finger with paints on a canvas, see? So a comment here is not necessary about anyone. 
Music is not just for listening ... it is for LIVING ... you got to feel it to know what's it about! Not being told!
www.pedrosena.com
Back to Top
ExittheLemming View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member
Avatar

Joined: October 19 2007
Location: Penal Colony
Status: Offline
Points: 11420
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote ExittheLemming Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 08:04
Just waiting for the ability to donate hard earned currency toward facilitating this spiritual epiphany amongst we shallow salaried materialists who frequent Prog Archives for a glimpse of Nirvana. Blow it out your ass oliverstoned.
Back to Top
Catcher10 View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member
Avatar
VIP Member

Joined: December 23 2009
Location: Emerald City
Status: Offline
Points: 17966
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (1) Thanks(1)   Quote Catcher10 Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 10:57
Originally posted by lazland lazland wrote:

Originally posted by oliverstoned oliverstoned wrote:

Thanks for your kind answers guys. What's strange to me is that there are a lot of depressed people, something like 40% of the population is under prescription drugs, and many others are just bored with life, anxious and so on... but almost no one seems to be interested by the kind of experience i m talking about.
Why is it so?

Because the vast majority of people do not wish to explore in this way. I am one of them.

I like to have a few pints of ale, and I smoke cigarettes. I have never taken any mind altering drugs. I won’t even touch pot. I am relatively happy with my puny little mind just the way it is, thank you. Just like the vast majority of normal, day to day living, hard working, family raising, under the cosh human beings.

You are right that there are some cultures where prescription drugs are an issue, and by this I take it to mean antidepressants. The latest figures from the UK show that 26% of the population had prescription drugs last year. Of these, 17% were on antidepressants, so the 40% you quote sounds to me like one of Friede’s statistics, i.e. a tad overblown. It is here more like 4% of the populace. Of the remaining 96%, an even smaller proportion will be hooking tabs, injecting junk, or snorting coke up their hooters, although the proportion of those regularly smoking dope will be a lot higher.

I believe in God. My wife practices Reiki healing techniques, and both of us are very interested in the spiritual side of both ourselves and wider humanity. Being rather dull, though, neither of us feel the need to get off of our trolleys in order to do so. Very boring, I know.

I did read your original post, but chose not to respond, because I have very little interest or sympathy in such matters. Without wishing to come across as po-faced or judgmental, I personally find the need to get off of one’s head constantly pretty weak and pathetic. However, being the freedom loving chap I am, whatever floats your boat is my motto.
Such an awesome post....
Back to Top
Woon Deadn View Drop Down
Forum Senior Member
Forum Senior Member
Avatar

Joined: March 30 2010
Location: P
Status: Offline
Points: 1017
Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Woon Deadn Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: November 19 2020 at 11:16
Believe it or not, I never smoked anything in my entire 37 years' life. At one time I was going to buy a tin pack (too slim to call it a box) of Cafe Creme cigarillos 'cause I had once read Kerry Minnear (Gentle Giant's keyboardist, just in case) smoked Cafe Creme cigars or so in his youth. But there were only cardboard packs of Cafe Creme where I looked for them, there were tins of Clubmaster available - Kerry did not tell whether he smoked Clubmaster. I decided not to buy the cardboard pack - although perhaps Kerry bought quite cardboard pack. Who knows... 

Of all the drugs we're talking about I only drank some alcohol, terribly strong green tea and I must say that being very tired, sleeping little is probably the cheapest and the most effective drug of all. 

Anyway, as an Eastern Orthodox Christian, as a religious man, I know and see that any earthly, material addiction is not a good thing, at all. 
Favourite Band: Gentle Giant
Favourite Writer: Robert Sheckley
Favourite Horror Writer: Jean Ray
Favourite Computer Game: Tiny Toon - Buster's Hidden Treasure (Sega Mega Drive/Genesis)
Back to Top
 Post Reply Post Reply Page  123 5>

Forum Jump Forum Permissions View Drop Down



This page was generated in 0.199 seconds.
Donate monthly and keep PA fast-loading and ad-free forever.