SRXXVII - The Inn

I guess as long as you don't get an STD from him, it's not so bad. 

JJLehto wrote: NecronCommander wrote: JJLehto wrote: Ah yes, you got...something. I don't know, you never said what. And I suppose you don't wanna. I still honestly think there's nothing "wrong" with me like depression or anything like that. Besides I'm much better now than I used to be. Even though I've been sliding a bit as of late. Eh, it's not worth the hassle or ridicule trying to explain. I don't think there's anything wrong with you either JJ, and if you've been slipping lately, I'm assuming it's a totally rational thing on account of your current situation with the family. Partially. It preceded that a bit, just being home, stagnant. Ya know? Though yeah that all didn't help my mentality much.

Kevin, my brain is insane.
This is why I NEED music on while studying or...doing anything.
I need background noise.
I can never sit still, not in an ADD way though.

My mind is just all over the place, background/activity keeps it focused. Stagnation in any way lets it start wandering.
It's what I think is going on with me.


Edited by JJLehto - November 20 2010 at 02:48

NecronCommander wrote: Music heals, bro.  Maybe more work is going to be a therapy in some way.

Oh yeah, I like working.
But not like huzzah money! (though thats nice) and not like I have some crazy work ethic. Its something I cant explain.
Like I said, I think the activity just keeps me focused.
Keeps the insanity at bay!

Nah, my mind is just everywhere. All the time.

I remember hearing that years ago, how alot of people in really rural areas of Aghanistan (as well as other countries) never knew 9/11 even happened.
Suppose can't be surprised someone like that would be miffed at why the US is bombing them for "no reason"

4:00 for me!
But tomorrow is Saturday and I got nothing to do.
And I feel like doom metal.

lol silly people rating non released music

And yes, after a 2nd listen I can say I like it.
But now, doom metal.
So ominous and heavy!

I'm getting annoyed with my recent bout of insomnia.  I have been to bed early the past two nights because I was quite tired.  Yet I cannot seem to sleep when I do get into bed.  When I do drift off (I think I do, I'm never sure), I only seem to get a limited amount.

It's Saturday, I have no reason to be awake this early.  So why have I somehow woken up still feeling tired and also perhaps with less than 8 hours?

Grrr.

There is this terribly annoying advert that keeps coming on on Spotify.  The guy's voice is irritating.  The car they're advertising sounds horrid too even though it is an Alpha.  I wish I could nuke it.

Da shred is sure slow today always.