Playlist,Ranting And Random Thoughts

Well it’s Friday so I’m starting my off with the usual caffeine fix and. I’m listening to.
The Flower Kings Stardust We Are
So that I’m able to slowly get myself into the weekend. I’m just so hoping that I’m able to get some charity shop searching done and find some gems. Plus I’d like to get out and about as the weather here hasn’t been good had plenty of the wet stuff lol. I’ve been on a bit of a prog. Music feast lately which is great, though I’m still not doing much reading or modelling stuff so it’s not really at the peak of my interests still haha. But it’s a little too cold in the man cave for modelling projects! As I’ve possibly mentioned before the man cave’s not gotten heating. Then I’d be able to use the man cave during the winter months lol, but with the rising energy prices that’s not a good idea. Later today I’ll be getting my music/spare bedroom cleaned up oh what an excited life. I live.

Earthless
Heavy Blanket
Siena Root
Three favourite bands too!

Listening to on Vinyl
Iron Maiden - Senjutsu

Well that’s one huge haul of dvds from the afternoon’s charity shops.
Fantastic 4 Rise Of The Silver Surfer 50p
X-Men Apocalypse
Stardust
Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Or The Crystal Skull
National Treasure 2 Book Of Secrets
£2 for the four dvds
X-Men Days Of Future Past
Transformers The Last Knight
Eragon
Transformers Age Of Extinction
Arrival
Transformers Dark Of The Moon
£4.57p for the six dvds.
I’m sure they’ll be a movie festival here. Very soon.

I’m going back to a timeless place and time. Journey beyond my inner childlike imagination.

Now watching:
Arrival

Well its Saturday morning and I’m having my first coffee and listening to.
Discipline - To Shatter All Accord

Ok the first caffeine fix didn’t hit the spot so now. I’m having a second coffee so hopefully. I’ll have better luck this time around lol. My exploring of my individual thoughts into solar system, philosophy and religious beliefs and how it connects my life choices has helped and bewildered me to a actually point of understanding my own self and what makes me-me. And how it doesn’t help others to understand me. And how that shouldn’t affect how they’ll interact with me, but it does affect how they’ll interact with me because they’re unable to communicate with my mentally unstable states beyond their limited ability. Which in part is my fault for not being able to communicate within a limited space of small bites of information at anyone time frame, because that’s how my brain is wired in its natural function to fictive thoughts which are mixed into one and. Trying to distinguish between the majority meanings is likely to take a basic approach to unmanned gibberish. So the appointment this week with the psychiatrist and my therapist we came. Up with the plan of lowering my actual interactions with us. Because of the frustration between both sides. Because as we know there are always two sides of the. Coin! Also I’d need to tryout not relying solely everything at. Once. Good luck with me being able to do that lol. My thoughts and writing down what in my thoughts aren’t clear enough at the best. Of times, let alone at the worst of my situation at the time of writing it. Down that’s would be like walking upstairs backwards impossible. So my humble apologies if you have trouble with what’s written down at anytime. So please take out little bite sized chunks. Or just throw it out lol. Ok better take my meds.

My top seven Genesis Albums are:
7. And Than There Where Three. 6. Duke 5. Nursery Crymes 4. Trespass 3. The Lamb Lies Down On Broadway 2. Selling England By The Pound 1. Foxtrot

Right no problem at awaiting my response to me taking my meds tonight. New hope to sleep.