Shred XLIX: And then the North Koreans attacked

Vompatti wrote: SolarLuna96 wrote: Also, vomps the external things became internal. The constant bullying taught me to keep my anger inside, meaning it would only go to me. My parents arguing made me terrified to speak to anyone for fear of having them become furious at me. And the gril rejecting me and being with my best friend taught me to never give my heart out and that no one can be trusted. TL;DR why am I still living ture, but you shouldn't let yourself be defined by other people k

Ture, butt this all happened at a very young age where my shape of people was being defined by events like this. And I don't think I am being defined by other people k

SolarLuna96 wrote: Also, vomps the external things became internal. The constant bullying taught me to keep my anger inside, meaning it would only go to me. My parents arguing made me terrified to speak to anyone for fear of having them become furious at me. And the gril rejecting me and being with my best friend taught me to never give my heart out and that no one can be trusted. TL;DR why am I still living

ture, but you shouldn't let yourself be defined by other people k

Also, vomps the external things became internal. The constant bullying taught me to keep my anger inside, meaning it would only go to me. My parents arguing made me terrified to speak to anyone for fear of having them become furious at me. And the gril rejecting me and being with my best friend taught me to never give my heart out and that no one can be trusted.
TL;DR why am I still living

SolarLuna96 wrote: smartpatrol wrote: SolarLuna96 wrote: Vompatti wrote: SolarLuna96 wrote: My therapist explained to me a reason why I might be depressed. For the entirety of elementary school and much of middle school, I was bullied every day and by a large amount of people as well. Then, around 4-5 years ago, my parents were always arguing and actually screaming at each other. And finally, from 6th to 8th grade, the gril I liked wanted nothing to do with me and instead dated my best friend. No wonder I don't want to talk to people. All of these are external reasons k Ture, butt when I isolate myself, I begin to think bad thoughts about myself, and that makes it worse too. I don't really know where/when the self hate started k   that's why you need to get out more and compare yourself to all the b*****ds in the world. It'll make you feel much better about yourself. something something Ayn Rand

A Person wrote: smartpatrol wrote: Man With Hat wrote: I rub all kinds of beautiful cactus.   We don't need to know about your sex life Just because we don't need to doesn't mean we don't want to.

SolarLuna96 wrote: Vompatti wrote: SolarLuna96 wrote: My therapist explained to me a reason why I might be depressed. For the entirety of elementary school and much of middle school, I was bullied every day and by a large amount of people as well. Then, around 4-5 years ago, my parents were always arguing and actually screaming at each other. And finally, from 6th to 8th grade, the gril I liked wanted nothing to do with me and instead dated my best friend. No wonder I don't want to talk to people. All of these are external reasons k Ture, butt when I isolate myself, I begin to think bad thoughts about myself, and that makes it worse too. I don't really know where/when the self hate started k

Man With Hat wrote: I rub all kinds of beautiful cactus.

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Man With Hat wrote: I rub all kinds of beautiful cactus.

I rub all kinds of beautiful cactus.

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