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frippism
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:07 |
frippism wrote:
Smurph wrote:
With girls... you just have to remember that you're going to be a badass bassist in a badass avant-garde insane band, and no woman will ever be as awesome as music that you or I could create. |
lol no she's totally into me. I'm serious. I'm not stupid, though I am very self-centered. Or at least she was last time I saw her. Our shared love of Japanese culture helps.
1. She lives in Jerusalem.
2. She is the daughter of my dad's best friend from High School.
So yeah at times I can't help getting weirded out and imagining us as babies or something.
Avant-garde is super hot. Wait what about Carla Kihsltedt I'm pretty sure she's awesome enough. |
I just realized that my reply had nothing to do with your statement and that is a direct result of my overtly high self-esteem. I can be a bit of a douche......
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frippism
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:09 |
Smurph wrote:
Also I hate women. I really f**king hate them now... because they all hate me... well, really they all "love" me and want me to be their best friend... not a single one of them wants anything else because I'm kind of guy that they will want to be with when they finally have cylced through all the a****les that they want to date first.
Seriously, women can all go blow a duck. Horray let's all die alone and wallow in our misery and listen to evil black metal and cut ourselves! |
omg yes please. I really hated women until I understood I hated everybody and then I understood I need to accept my hatred and live with it and so far it has been working rather well.
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OR THAT MINIATURE VIOLINIST FROM KAYO DOT OMG SHE IS MY DREAM LADY. |
she will beeee my waaaaaaiiiiiffffeeeee
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smartpatrol
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:10 |
aginor wrote:
smartpatrol wrote:
aginor wrote:
im sush a doush
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what's a doush? And, we're all douches, man | something on a blackboard a spesise which lives far in the deepest deepest in the farthest ocean in the deepest hole at the most distant place out there somewhere not even close to somplace else....
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we're all doushes, man
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darkshade
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:11 |
STOP IT!!!
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Icarium
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:11 |
smartpatrol wrote:
aginor wrote:
smartpatrol wrote:
aginor wrote:
im sush a doush
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what's a doush? And, we're all douches, man | something on a blackboard a spesise which lives far in the deepest deepest in the farthest ocean in the deepest hole at the most distant place out there somewhere not even close to somplace else....
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we're all doushes, man |
not Snufkin
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Smurph
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:11 |
^TEACH ME YOUR SELFESTEEM HAVING WAYS.
I hate myself to no end. Damn it. It's so hard. I need to learn to get self-esteem.
I punch myself in the face to make myself feel better because it makes me feel better to feel pain and further perpetuate the thought that I am scum. SCUM SCUM SCUM.
Hahaha. I am a crazy person.
It's like I'm JUST as self centered as you, but instead of thinking positive stuff, its all negative.
(that was meant for the fripps)
Edited by Smurph - June 19 2012 at 15:12
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darkshade
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:11 |
Exercise.
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A Person
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:13 |
Mia Matsumiya is a pretty gril
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Smurph
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:14 |
When I exercise I make fun of myself while I do it and I usually end up feeling worse and thinking about all my fat bouncing around and thinking about how I will never actually make myself look any better. haha.
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rushfan4
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:14 |
darkshade wrote:
Exercise. |
I attempted to take one week off from the gym because I got sick and Alan told me that you should take one week off after every 8 weeks of working out. That one week became two weeks and it seemed just too easy not to go. Fortunately, I went back yesterday and today so hopefully am getting back into the routine.
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darkshade
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:15 |
But if you keep exercising, there won't be much fat left. You need some fat though.
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A Person
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:15 |
Exercise seems like so much work.
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colorofmoney91
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:15 |
A Person wrote:
Mia Matsumiya is a pretty gril
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mhmmm
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darkshade
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:16 |
rushfan4 wrote:
darkshade wrote:
Exercise. | I attempted to take one week off from the gym because I got sick and Alan told me that you should take one week off after every 8 weeks of working out. That one week became two weeks and it seemed just too easy not to go. Fortunately, I went back yesterday and today so hopefully am getting back into the routine. |
No, in my opinion, you need one day of rest once every 2 weeks. It is VERY easy to fall out of the routine because you remember how easy it is to not exercise.
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darkshade
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:16 |
A Person wrote:
Exercise seems like so much work.
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Not as much work as owning your own music collection.
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Smurph
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:16 |
It gets really difficult to do things like exercise when you have sorts screaming demons attempting to tear you down to the bone and make you feel horrible about yourself no matter what you do. It's really unmotivating.
Edited by Smurph - June 19 2012 at 15:17
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frippism
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:17 |
Smurph wrote:
^TEACH ME YOUR SELFESTEEM HAVING WAYS.
I hate myself to no end. Damn it. It's so hard. I need to learn to get self-esteem.
I punch myself in the face to make myself feel better because it makes me feel better to feel pain and further perpetuate the thought that I am scum. SCUM SCUM SCUM.
Hahaha. I am a crazy person.
It's like I'm JUST as self centered as you, but instead of thinking positive stuff, its all negative. |
lolz it's pretty easy, just turn that self-hate out on everybody else and then just accept your hatred towards them and eventually accept them? I think that's what happened with me. Self-hate seems to happen a lot in America. Hatred towards others is sorta more popular here maybe? No I guess not but I don't hate myself so that's something.
Dude, hug. You no scum. You man. There's really no reason to punch yourself in the face Greg :D . That emoticon must have done a lot to make you feel better.
Maybe you need to live somewhere more sunny? I can't even begin saying how much that actually helps...
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rushfan4
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:17 |
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darkshade
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:18 |
Yes, 20 minutes or more in the sun helps a great deal when feeling down, or worse.
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The Truth
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Posted: June 19 2012 at 15:18 |
OK Computer, k
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