The Shred Room II (with extra youth)

NaturalScience wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: I'm so lovesick.  OWNER OF A LONELY HEART LOL But are you the owner of an HC box?

Not yet.

Sigh. I hate not knowing what to do. Sometimes the worst part is that she's right there on AIM... knowing that she's just a message away. But would it accomplish anything? Would our relationship end up being stronger someday if we didn't talk for a certain duration? What if she never says anything to me?

Questions have been consuming me. I need a chill pill. Better yet, I'd love for her to contact me.

June wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: I'm so lovesick.  OWNER OF A LONELY HEART LOL     I hate that song.   Actually, I hate Yes because of that song.

I like it if I'm in the mood for it. The rest of the time I'm indifferent or meh.

With that said, I usually don't admit that.

Okay. Maybe I need some music.

Any suggestions?

LinusW wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: Okay. Maybe I need some music. Any suggestions? Area. Max volume, blistering madness.

NaturalScience wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: NaturalScience wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: I'm so lovesick.  OWNER OF A LONELY HEART LOL But are you the owner of an HC box? Not yet. Sigh. I hate not knowing what to do. Sometimes the worst part is that she's right there on AIM... knowing that she's just a message away. But would it accomplish anything? Would our relationship end up being stronger someday if we didn't talk for a certain duration? What if she never says anything to me? Questions have been consuming me. I need a chill pill. Better yet, I'd love for her to contact me. That absolutely sucks man.  Do what she needs you to do, though, for now.

I want her to know that I'm always there for her, but I told her that a while back, so deep down she must know.

Plus, I figure.... if she really wanted and/or could talk to me, wouldn't she have said something by now?

I feel like my hands are tied to waiting. But just how long? Ha. I guess there's nothing more I can do than live my current life.

Stupid future and its questions.

LinusW wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: Okay. Maybe I need some music. Any suggestions? Area. Max volume, blistering madness.

Hmm... I just may have to do that. Let me see if that'll satisfy my currently racing mind (other bands haven't worked).

June wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: NaturalScience wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: I'm so lovesick.  OWNER OF A LONELY HEART LOL But are you the owner of an HC box? Not yet. Sigh. I hate not knowing what to do. Sometimes the worst part is that she's right there on AIM... knowing that she's just a message away. But would it accomplish anything? Would our relationship end up being stronger someday if we didn't talk for a certain duration? What if she never says anything to me? Questions have been consuming me. I need a chill pill. Better yet, I'd love for her to contact me.   What in the world gave you that idea? Complete and utter bollocks. Girls loooooove to talk.

It's complicated.

June wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: NaturalScience wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: I'm so lovesick.  OWNER OF A LONELY HEART LOL But are you the owner of an HC box? Not yet. Sigh. I hate not knowing what to do. Sometimes the worst part is that she's right there on AIM... knowing that she's just a message away. But would it accomplish anything? Would our relationship end up being stronger someday if we didn't talk for a certain duration? What if she never says anything to me? Questions have been consuming me. I need a chill pill. Better yet, I'd love for her to contact me.   What in the world gave you that idea? Complete and utter bollocks. Girls loooooove to talk.

It's a complicated situation, and I could spend 60 hours straight telling you details and I still wouldn't be near finished.

The only bit I have surmised is that she feels she is not ready for me in her life yet. Whatever that means. Combine that with other variables.

HughesJB4 wrote: Not all girls love to talk. My ex just wanted to f*** all the time. That just gets annoying.

That does sound annoying.

@ June: But that's not in my situation; it's more complicated, yet simple at the same time. She loved talking to me. We talked probably what would be regarded to be an unhealthy amount of time together for at least a few months, so that's not the issue.

June wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: June wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: NaturalScience wrote: MovingPictures07 wrote: I'm so lovesick.  OWNER OF A LONELY HEART LOL But are you the owner of an HC box? Not yet. Sigh. I hate not knowing what to do. Sometimes the worst part is that she's right there on AIM... knowing that she's just a message away. But would it accomplish anything? Would our relationship end up being stronger someday if we didn't talk for a certain duration? What if she never says anything to me? Questions have been consuming me. I need a chill pill. Better yet, I'd love for her to contact me.   What in the world gave you that idea? Complete and utter bollocks. Girls loooooove to talk. It's a complicated situation, and I could spend 60 hours straight telling you details and I still wouldn't be near finished. The only bit I have surmised is that she feels she is not ready for me in her life yet. Whatever that means. Combine that with other variables.   Has she actually said that?

Yes. She tends to be a blunt individual.

Much like I am.