Talk to the shrink

Billy you may want to consider not wearing a balaclava and a combat jacket in public. That's bound to get a few looks

But seriously, Dr Blacksword says if you genuinely feel as confused and separated as you claim then speak to someone who knows what they're talking about. Start with your doctor and get reffered to a mental health professional. Its a big step that takes guts, but when you take that step, you may find yourself well on the way to dealing with your problems. This is assuming that you have not already done this.

Not sure exactly what you're asking for, but if there is a problem, take control, take action and good luck!

If in doubt just listern to prog rock all day, then join a forum and endlessly discuss whos the best guitarist, drummer, keyboard player etc...I find that helps..

Doc,

Everyone I've ever known says they've never felt like they've known me.  And the rest of them look at me like i've got a bomb under my jacket.  My eyes are blazing and i can't control it.  I just know that someone is eventually going to attack me.  It seems to go in waves and cycles.  I spend 99 percent of my time alone and i can't seem to separate which of my memories are real and which are imagined.  I sleep on the couch for the feng shui and i am convinced that I am reverse-telepathic.

please help

billy