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A Person
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:15 |
I was never really bullied in school, just picked on a bit by a few kids.
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Luna
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:18 |
Also, ever since my parents were arguing, I've never really talked to them much and become somewhat distant.
tfw I'm Shinji
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A Person
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:20 |
SolarLuna96 wrote:
Also, ever since my parents were arguing, I've never really talked to them much and become somewhat distant.
tfw I'm Shinji |
Maybe that is why I don't talk to my parents much, but I don't talk to anyone much so maybe it is some other reason. I hate being able to relate to Shinji.
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Luna
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:24 |
A Person wrote:
SolarLuna96 wrote:
Also, ever since my parents were arguing, I've never really talked to them much and become somewhat distant.
tfw I'm Shinji | Maybe that is why I don't talk to my parents much, but I don't talk to anyone much so maybe it is some other reason.I hate being able to relate to Shinji. |
Maybe it is because your parents had argued a lot that you had become less willing to talk to people (like me).
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A Person
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:29 |
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Luna
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:32 |
lol I couldn't see it any other way. I've always been a leader type of person, but after all that's happened, I'm more of a LEAVE ME THE f**k ALONE person
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Vompatti
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:41 |
The serial rapist in this movie reminds me of myself, except that I'm not a serial rapist.
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NecronCommander
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:55 |
I talk to my parents a lot. Sometimes a little more than I would like.
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SaltyJon
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:56 |
PAK is awesome band.
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Vompatti
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 14:58 |
My parents haven't called me this week. I hope they're not dead.
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Epignosis
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:21 |
"What do you mean I can't take off my sweater?...I'm HOT!"
102F right now and the AC is starting to take a dump. 
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NecronCommander
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:22 |
:'(
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Vompatti
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:22 |
Even though I'm not hot I'm not wearing a shirt.
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A Person
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:25 |
My family keeps the house feeling like a walk-in freezer.
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colorofmoney91
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:29 |
Vompatti wrote:
SolarLuna96 wrote:
Vompatti wrote:
SolarLuna96 wrote:
My therapist explained to me a reason why I might be depressed. For the entirety of elementary school and much of middle school, I was bullied every day and by a large amount of people as well. Then, around 4-5 years ago, my parents were always arguing and actually screaming at each other. And finally, from 6th to 8th grade, the gril I liked wanted nothing to do with me and instead dated my best friend. No wonder I don't want to talk to people. | All of these are external reasons k |
Ture, butt when I isolate myself, I begin to think bad thoughts about myself, and that makes it worse too. I don't really know where/when the self hate started k |

You should find someone who loves you k
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Ture, I can relate to those feels and I think we all need beautiful Korean pop stars to rub their wiggly butts in our faces (possible cure for depression?)
I was just naturally an isolated person and become over critical of myself because I was bad at making friends. A therapist I saw also mentioned that being smart complicates things, enhancing my imaginative self-defeating thoughts and attitude. sh*t sucks bro. I give you many hugs.
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smartpatrol wrote:
Man With Hat wrote:
I rub all kinds of beautiful cactus. |
We don't need to know about your sex life |
Just because we don't need to doesn't mean we don't want to.
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Also ture
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CCVP
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:33 |
Vompatti wrote:
Man With Hat wrote:
I rub all kinds of beautiful cactus. | Reported for drug promotion & obscenity.
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Reported for excessive idiocy. 
smartpatrol wrote:
Vompatti wrote:
I have a cactus but it won't bloom. |
Mine nethier, although, I've only had it for a month. |
Cactus don't bloom in frozen tundras like Finland, bro.
Edited by CCVP - June 30 2012 at 15:34
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A Person
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:34 |
reported for personal attack
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CCVP
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:36 |
SolarLuna96 wrote:
Vompatti wrote:
SolarLuna96 wrote:
Also, vomps the external things became internal. The constant bullying taught me to keep my anger inside, meaning it would only go to me. My parents arguing made me terrified to speak to anyone for fear of having them become furious at me. And the gril rejecting me and being with my best friend taught me to never give my heart out and that no one can be trusted.
TL;DR why am I still living |
ture, but you shouldn't let yourself be defined by other people k |
Ture, butt this all happened at a very young age where my shape of people was being defined by events like this. And I don't think I am being defined by other people k |
You should listen to thrash and death metal and turn that anger into progressive metal music.
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Reported because ur a n****r. 
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Vompatti
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:36 |
CCVP wrote:
smartpatrol wrote:
Vompatti wrote:
I have a cactus but it won't bloom. |
Mine nethier, although, I've only had it for a month. |
Cactus don't bloom in frozen tundras like Finland, bro.
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I keep it inside in a pot.
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Epignosis
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Posted: June 30 2012 at 15:38 |
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reported for personal attack
| Reported for tattling.
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