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JJLehto
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Joined: April 05 2006
Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:39 |
I see.
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Alitare
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Location: New York
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:37 |
Ya know, I got dreams and ambitions. If I had free time I wouldn't use it watching tv. I'm teaching myself harmonica, recorder, piano, violin, and singing. I have played sax for a decade. I try to write songs. I've written books of poetry, and have just finished my first full novel (working on two or three more). I read often and study things without being forced into it by college. And in my off off off time I keep up my writing skills by penning lots of album reviews. I've worked as a music journalist and I try to continually better myself in my own eyes. I work a full-time manual labor job and diet in hopes of losing weight. I hate myself for every minute I'm not creating something. I feel guilty for even picking up a game controller. I used to be addicted to them. The last game I played was Vagrant Story half a year ago. I dunno what happened to me.
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JJLehto
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Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:32 |
Alitare wrote:
It's crazy. I'm normally awful about making friends. It's my being bad at small talk, isn't it?
Bob: Hey, Dustin, how's the weather? Me: Whaddaya think of abortion, Bob? |
haha! For me I'm just amazingly boring
Edited by JJLehto - May 30 2011 at 01:35
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Alitare
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:31 |
It's crazy. I'm normally awful about making friends. It's my being bad at small talk, isn't it?
Bob: Hey, Dustin, how's the weather? Me: Whaddaya think of abortion, Bob?
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JJLehto
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Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:29 |
Alitare wrote:
Dream Theater? Hell no. I try to not be a 'fan' of any band (the only artist I ever claim to being a fan for is Tom Waits). As for the girl part - well, I got a good imagination, do you? |
DO I EVER!?
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Alitare
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:28 |
Dream Theater? Hell no. I try to not be a 'fan' of any band (the only artist I ever claim to being a fan for is Tom Waits). As for the girl part - well, I got a good imagination, do you?
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JJLehto
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Joined: April 05 2006
Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:26 |
Alitare wrote:
JJLehto wrote:
Dustin bad news....I've fallen in love with you. This is bad for you because everyone I love gets banned.
Watch out!
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I've come terribly close to getting banned - like calling Walter a f**kface. |
See? It already looks bad for you. And you are a dtfangirl?
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Alitare
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Joined: March 08 2008
Location: New York
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:24 |
JJLehto wrote:
Dustin bad news....I've fallen in love with you. This is bad for you because everyone I love gets banned.
Watch out!
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I've come terribly close to getting banned - like calling Walter a f**kface.
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Alitare
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Joined: March 08 2008
Location: New York
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:22 |
Hey I like to air drum, and sometimes I'll call myself criminal scum while seated next to some slop-faced bum sipping his whoredom rum - I like that reaction, the satisfaction of knocking someone off their traction. I'm what I happen to be, but who is to say what you or I see is as real as we've defined as one set society? I pretend I'm so practical - a half-priced special, limited retail, not ready for wholesale, a paragon of originality, but that's horsesh*t as far as I can see, because to believe I'm superior is a substance issue of my interior - I malfunction when dealing with stress in conjunction, then arrange with function to set myself through unction. I hallucinate I'm something great, but lord knows I'm a reprobate, arguing semantics like a cheap hot date.
I deify myself to keep the dust up off the shelf, I force myself through mental hell then say 'oh well' when rings the bell of self-imposed truth, A cannon I once drew. I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself. Ever had a panic attack? Sitting in the corner of a trailer park shack, with your kneecaps going crack crack crack, as you yank your hair like a bobsled pack? I'd shake and quake and make a break to rake my happiness, and all that ever was at stake was one dumb punk's self confidence, but isn't it coincidence that what most of all took precedence was the physical visage? I could never cast up a mirage to circumvent this introverted barrage.
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JJLehto
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Joined: April 05 2006
Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:17 |
Dustin bad news....I've fallen in love with you. This is bad for you because everyone I love gets banned. Watch out!
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JJLehto
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Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:16 |
Alitare wrote:
What the f**k is a quantum box? |
Supposed to be schrodinger's cat Baby just let our love take it away
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JJLehto
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Joined: April 05 2006
Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:11 |
Alitare wrote:
JJLehto wrote:
Dustin you on drugs man? But I love you too <3
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I'm on drugs like care bear hugs, with wild-eyed magnum slugs - but that's metaphoric violence, I kiss the 'world's best' mugs after their contents were spilled on the rugs. I'm the kind who sees a rape and just shrugs. Ever see bugs? The ones you know aren't there, but you could touch them, you swear? Hey, let's eat a pear at the world's fair while sitting in a carnie chair. |
nigga that is beautiful (tears of love)
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Alitare
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Joined: March 08 2008
Location: New York
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:10 |
What the f**k is a quantum box?
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Alitare
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Location: New York
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:08 |
JJLehto wrote:
Dustin you on drugs man? But I love you too <3
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I'm on drugs like care bear hugs, with wild-eyed magnum slugs - but that's metaphoric violence, I kiss the 'world's best' mugs after their contents were spilled on the rugs. I'm the kind who sees a rape and just shrugs. Ever see bugs? The ones you know aren't there, but you could touch them, you swear? Hey, let's eat a pear at the world's fair while sitting in a carnie chair.
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JJLehto
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Joined: April 05 2006
Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:06 |
Pekka wrote:
Nothing whatsoever to do today, yay. |
Could go here lol http://tinychat.com/srxxxvi
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Pekka
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Location: Espoo, Finland
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:06 |
Nothing whatsoever to do today, yay.
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The Truth
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Joined: April 19 2009
Location: Kansas
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:05 |
Night Andy, hello Pekka.
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JJLehto
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Joined: April 05 2006
Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:04 |
Pekka wrote:
Morning. |
Ello
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Pekka
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Joined: August 03 2006
Location: Espoo, Finland
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:02 |
Morning.
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JJLehto
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Location: Tallahassee, FL
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Posted: May 30 2011 at 01:01 |
Dustin you on drugs man? But I love you too <3
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