I hate that other peoples ignorance upsets me so much. Everyone also just seems to have a perfect solution for everything. What they're gonna do and how they're gonna do it. They never question why. I just kinda float. It just seems kinda pointless. I want more, but I don't know how or where to dig for it and I have no patience.
Everything has to have dramatic contrast in my life. Either I really love or really hate. I never just don't care. It really is all or nothing for me. I can't just settle for a life without the actual values I'm looking for. I hate that everyone never seems to think deep. I also envy them, cos it sure would be a hell of alot easier not to dig for unknown meaning all the time.
I'm confused. Probably just too emotional.
I'm can't be the only one or feels (or have felt) like this, so come on and tell me that I CAN actually be satisfied sometime.